I have a big heart. 

And sometimes i hate it 

I overthink,

Apologize too much,

Forgive too easy 

Worry to much 

About people who

Don't care about me 

I feel guilty 

For things 

I have no control over,

And i feel lonely 

Because im afraid 

I won't find anyone 

Who loves me 

As deeply as i do  

Never say you want me 

If you can never give me time 

Never say u like me 

When u can't comfort me 

Don't say i love you 

When you say the same words to her too 

Never say you'll try

When you just make me cry

I will always fall for your traps

Manipulation plan so intract 

The words i swallow 

The things left unsaid 

Will they ever be spoken 

All i think about is how you left 

So selfish so clueless 

Making me think I'm stupid

i can blame myself 

But maybe u were never the same .

BY JAMIYAH